Thursday, April 1, 2010

I'm a blogger now

It's funny I used to make fun of people w/ blogs. Now I have one myself. It usually works out that way though. I used to make fun of people that gave their time & money away. Now I give mine. I used to make fun of peole that lived clean healthy lifestyles, now I live one. It's only by the grace of God I'm here to do these things. Because he is so gracious & loves me so much, He gave me my daughter, the reason I am starting this blog in the first place, and she saved my life :) I love Felicity Amore Bucciarelli w/ all my heart! I am just not one of those moms that can do the whole scrapbooking & journaling thing. But I owe it to her to try to record some memories. I think this is the best way to do that for me in order to minimize stress & expenses & maximize the amount of stuff I put into words for her. I know no one will probably ever read this but me & one day her but that's ok :) And if someone does read it then I hope you enjoy....

Felicity turned 7 months yesterday. I can't believe it! It seems like I just had her yesterday & like she has been here forever @ the same time. Wierd I know. But then, I am really wierd. She is growing by leaps & bounds. Rolling all over the place. Sitting up like a big girl. Still no hair. Working on a tooth. It should be here any minute now. She is such a mommy's girl & I love it. I just love the way she loves me. She deserves so much better than I can ever give her. She deserves so much better of a mom than I can ever be. But she doesn't even know. I am still her whole world (well...me and her bottles) & she wouldn't have any better. God makes up where I fall short. I just love being her mommy. God could not have given me a harder, more important, challenging, or rewarding job.

Ok. Enough for now. I'm a beginner remember....

Peace out!

1 comment:

  1. Hey Ashton,
    You are a great mom! I remember feeling wholly inadequate to be a mom when Kalev came along. Plus, he was colicky! Whoah boy! Was that a trial! I have not been the world's greatest mom, but the Lord has made up for my deficiencies. The most important thing is to love God with all your heart and to mother in His strength. God bless you! Carolyn

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